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I was born in Brooklyn, NY |
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My mother was single with 4 kids-I’m the oldest. Two sisters and one brother. |
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At six my three siblings and I were placed into the child welfare system by
the state, which assumed responsibility for us, over our mother who they felt
was overburdened as a single parent. |
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We stayed at the NY Foundling Institution in Manhattan for a few months until
we were placed into a suitable home. |
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My family was ultimately split up. My sister Aketa and I were placed in one
home, while my youngest brother and sister, Ivory and Tiesha were placed
together in another home. |
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My sister and I went through three different families before finally being
adopted. |
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At the age of 14, I realized that I had to mature, become a man, and accept
responsibility for my life and my sister’s. We really had no one close to us
that cared besides the woman who took my youngest brother and sister. She became
close to us like an aunt. |
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At the age of 15 I started to sell drugs in the Brentwood and Central Islip
area of Long island, N.Y. |
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At 16 I started pulling stick-ups and robbing folk…especially other drug
dealers. |
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Drug dealers were a prime target because, they were the least likely to go to
the police. And most of the time the dealers I robbed were the ones that I
considered to be in my way, or I did not like how they conducted their business.
I only robbed drug dealers and businesses, never everyday working people. That
was against the rules the way I was taught. |
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I grew up hard so I learned to think and analyze situations beyond that of the
average mind of a 16 yr old. This ability enabled me to organize and influence
the thoughts of others. Most of my associates were older than me and had been
involved in the life of crime for 2-3 yrs more than me. But as time went along I
began to have more influence over what we did and we did not do as a group. We
did not call ourselves a posse or a crew. But nevertheless, we kept a tight
circle and worked together for financial gain. |
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By 16 I read everything from politics, sociology, history and most importantly
autobiographies of black historical leaders in and out of the U.S. Books such as
Destruction of African Civilization by Chancellor Williams, Theology of Time by
The Honorable Elijah Mohammad and several autobiographies helped mold my psyche. |
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At the age of 16 I became a member of The Nation of Gods and Earths. To most
they are known as 5 Percenters. I was given the name Victorious. |
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At the age of 17 I was incarcerated for the first time. I came home 5yrs later
after being in some of the roughest prisons in NY State. Because, of my beliefs,
aggressiveness and the ability to lead and organize I was bounced from one
prison to another, usually after a fight or altercation with other inmates.
Eventually I got sent to the box for 11 straight months (a special housing unit)
after assaulting a corrections officer. |
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I spent close to 21 months in the box while serving a 5 year sentence
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The only thing that gave me hope while I was incarcerated during my time
inside was my younger sister Aketa. Her letters made me mad, at myself, at her,
at everybody, but at the same time they gave me purpose. |
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She was in her own prison at the time. She fell in love and had a son with the
wrong man for her. Despite their dysfunctional relationship, she had a second
child by him. This time it was a daughter. |
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They broke up when she finally realized that he was never going to become a
man and accept his responsibilities of being a parent. I stepped in to help
raise my niece |
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I was already writing then. But it was through thinking about my sister’s
situation that I thought of writing a book about the plight of a single mother. |
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My book was basically an apology to my sister for not being there for her. I
know that if I were around she would have never fallen for a guy like him.
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